31 July 2005

I hate goodbyes. My cousins are leaving tomorrow morning and most likely they're not coming back next year cause the older of the two has testing next year. That's what I hate about testing. I can take the head numbing studying, but the thing I hate the most is that it takes you away from the ones you love: your friends and family. At the end of the day, who cares what your SAT score are, what grades you got, the college you went to? I spent the entire day with my family today and I had a blast. All my cousins were here in one place and it was wonderful. We did mundane things like take family pictures, watch the US Open eating championships, and went to dimsum for lunch. It's about being with three generations of a family that's just so much fun, not the activities you do with them. I don't want to get any older. The older I get, the less time I get to spend with my family. This has been a trend my entire life and I see no end in sight. As we get older, we collect more responsibilities. I want to go back to being a five year old who's biggest concern in life was waking up ealry enough on saturday mornings to watch Power Rangers. It's late, but I don't want to go to sleep. As Johnny Depp said in Finding Neverland, "Little boys should never go to sleep, they always wake up a day older."

gnite everyone.

1 Comments:

At 7/31/2005 9:48 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

you're amazing.

 

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